The New job is keeping me busy
I’m so preoccupied with the responsibility of my first job. I don’t even know what I’m doing most of the time. I’m so nervous. I don’t want to mess this up.
I guess it’s one way of facing my fears of talking to and calling strangers. Sometimes I think I’ll never be able to do it. I cry my eyes out. And then I suck it up and do it. I keep trying to tell myself to do the best I can. That everything will be all right.
I hope that the nerves and uncertainty will subside after a month. But for now…